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Poetry ideas, I need some. I mean, I know some that I want to write but those, I don't want to make public. :P Tell me what you want to see, please~. Also, my dog just screamed at me in her sleep. Lul.
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Okay so

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I have noticed that most of my recent poetry has been.. Really raw and sexual. Or morbid. I personally enjoy this new twist in my writing. But what about you guys? Tell me what you want to see more of. This new style, or the way I used to write them, with more organized emotion. This is still very emotional writing, but of course, with a different raw-ness to it. This is kind of me coming out as to what goes on in my head. Either way, I hope you like it.
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I was asked to spread the word about this as much as possible from a dear friend of mine ^___^ So if anyone could please.. Help out in anyway possible, it would be much appreciated!
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Well Shit

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Here's an update I guess. For those of you that don't know, I'm single now. AND I FUCKING HATE IT. I'm just lonely all the time now and I don't see that changing anytime soon. At all. So whatever. Other then that, I'm working towards my license and starting college soon. Hopefully that'll cheer me up cause I'm sure not happy right now :lol:. I've been working on my writing again, haven't drawn in forever, so there's that. I also want to get a job and move out of my parent's house too. With that though, I'm gonna need a room mate, which I think I have a few candidates. So yeah. Woo. In the mean time. I'm just gonna sit here on the computer, like normal.
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400 QandA Meme

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Borrowed from Ardent-Darklight
Doing it to try and cheer myself up =3=
Enjoy finding out personal shit about me. <3

1. Name: Sarah
2. Nickname(s): Sarie, Sarahcub, Love, Mim
3. Birthday: July 10th
4. That makes you: 18
5. Where were you born: St. Louis, Missouri
6. Location right now: My bed
7. Shoe size: 9
8. How many piercings?: No
9. Tattoos?: No
10. When you wake up you're:  Extremely thirsty
11. When your about to sleep you're: Slurring my words together and passing out
12. Zodiac sign: Cancer
13. Chinese sign: Dog
14. Righty or Lefty: Righty
15. Innie or Outie: Innie
16. School: DeSoto Senior High

Section Two: Looks

17. Nationality: Caucasion
18. Hair colour: Reddish Brown
20. Weight: 150-ish
21. Height: 5'7''
22. Braces? Had them 3 1/2 years ago.
23. Glasses? Yes

Section Three: Private Life

24. Do you have a boy/girlfriend? No
25. If so, who? --
26. If not, do you have a crush on someone? I do.
27. Who has a crush on you? Uh.. Alot of people.
28. Ever cheated on your bf/gf? Never
29. Who was your first kiss: Guy named Robert when I was 12
30. Who was your last kiss: Nikki
31. Are you a virgin? No
32. Ever had a threesome before? No, they arent appealing to me, at all.
33. Blank question owo
34. Have you ever been in love? I have been, and I still am.
35. Broken any hearts? Quite a few.
36. Got your heart broken? Too many times to count.
37. Ever liked a friend? Sure have.
38. What happened? We ended up dating for 2 years.

Section Four: Past Relationships

39. How many relationships have you been in? Um.. Alot. Kind of lost count. Serious relationships though, only 4.
40. How many were serious enough to count? 4
41. Who were those serious ones: They were who they were.
42. More blankness
43. What made them different: Put alot more of myself into them then I did the others. 2 of them I ended up getting my heart ripped out over though. So that was fun.
44. What happened: 3 of them just didnt work out and 1 of them was a case of crazy fake person that ruined my life. At the time.
45. Best boy/girlfriend: I dont want to say.. Because even if I were to state it now, its not like I could ever get it back. Ive moved on anyway.
46. Worst boy/girlfriend: Hard to say.
47. Ever been kissed: Lost count years ago @~@
48. Who do you want back: The familiarity.
49. Who do you regret: Falling into a lie.
50. Why?: Im not going to repeat myself.


Section Five: Favourites

51. Song: Ehm. Stellar by Incubus. Sentimental to me.
52. Movie: The Green Mile
53. Food: Yakisoba
54. Drink: Flavored coffee
55. Store: Dont really have one
56. Television show: Haunted Collector
57. Holiday: Halloween
58. Book: Unwind
59. Ice cream: Caramel swirl
60. Sweets: Not the biggest sweets fan, probably caramel and white chocolate. Mmm~
61. Crisps: Flavored ruffles
62. Type of music: Anything I can relax to
63. Artist: A Fine Frenzy
64. Word: Vaginur.
65. Time of day: 11:00 a.m.
66. Dressing: Bleu Cheese
67. Alcoholic drink: Kahlua or Hot Damn
68. Colour(s): Blue, black, and red.
69. Piece of clothing: Jacket
70. Character: Shego from Kim Possible
71. Smell: A very light scent of pumpkin spice
72. Shampoo: Tresemme
73. Soap: Whatever shower gel we have, as long as it smells good
74. Smiley: :dummy:
75. Board game: Monopoly
76. Sport: Tennis
77. Number: 34
78. Quote: "Stranger things have happened."
79. Animal: Tarantula
80. Actor: Dont really have one. Emily Browning I guess?
82. Vegetable: Carrots or broccoli
83. Fruit: Plum
84. Place to be: By the sea
85. Thing in your room: Jack the purple skeleton
86. Gum: Orbit
87. Shape: Pentagon
88. Country: Ireland
89. Mall: South or West County Mall
90. Car: Model-T ;)
91. Boy's name:  Slater
92. Girl's name: Addelaide
93. Family member: My mom, I guess.
94. Restaurant: Anywhere that serves good food
95. Movie place: Festus 8
96. Person to go to the movies with: Friends or a lover, if I have one at the time
97. Noise: Rain patter
98. Brand of shoe: Dont have a favorite.
99. Brand of clothing: Tripp or just regular jeans and a t shirt
100. Body part of a chicken: Thigh or breast
101. Swear word: Fuck
102. Month: October
103. Possession: My xbox 360
104. Team: Blue
105. Season: Autumn
106. Radio station: Dont listen to it
107. Magazine: Tips and Tricks
108. Favourite grade: Senior
109. Least favourite grade: Freshman
110. Teacher: Mrs. Beck, Mrs. Smetzer, or Mrs. R
111. Least favourite teacher: Didnt really have one
112. Subject: History or English
113. Subject to talk about: Dunno

Section Six: Family

114. Who's your mum?: Carrie
115. Who's your dad?: Dan is my real dad, Kevin is my step dad
116. Any step-parents?: Duh
117. Any brothers?: Yes, 2
118. Any Sisters?: Yes, 1
120. Coolest: My mom. She's pretty understanding and leniant about alot of things
121. Loudest: My mom lol
122. Best relative: My Aunt Cathy. She helped me come out to my mom.
123. Worse relative: I dunno.
124. Do you get along with your parents? Yeah, alot of the time
125. With your siblings? I get along with my brothers more then I do my sister
126. Does anyone understand you? Mhm
127. Do you have any pets?: I have 4 currently.
128. If so, what kind and name? 2 cats; Max and Kitten. And 2 dogs; Ruby and Molly.
129. If not, what do you want as a pet?:  A tarantula owo Fff so pretty
130. Can I be a part of your family? No, go away.

Section Seven: School

131. Are you still in school? Nope
132. Did you drop out?: Nope
133. Your current GPA: Fuck you 8D
134. Do you buy or bring lunch?: Free lunches <3
135. ABC's?: No, fuck you.
136. Favorite class: Website Development
137. Play any sports at school?: No
138. Are you popular?: In a way. Everyone knew me. I was known for sleeping in class or cracking jokes.
139. Favourite memory: I dont remember much from school. Repression, ya know.
140. Most humiliating moment: Dont remember.
141. Most funniest moment: I actually remembered this one. In 11th grade there was this large packing box in my math teachers room and I would hide out in it and pretend to be an army man until she'd threaten to write me up 8D
142. Most scared moment: When I lost everyone.

Section Eight: What do you think of when you hear

145. Chicken: Hot wings
146. Dog: My pets
147. Christina Aguilera: Come on over baby~
148. Ricky Martin: LIVIN LA VIDA LOCA
149. 50 cent: Candy shop :eyes:
150. Poop: ew :c
151. Beach: A relaxing day out
152. Desert: Sahara
153. Water: Ocean
154. Osama: He's dead, who cares
155. Love: Complete dedication.
156. Your little brother: I dont have one
157. Butt: Dat ass
158. Clowns: HAIL SATAN
159. Wonder: Something breathtaking
16o. Brown: Least favorite colour.
161. Banana: Potassium
162. Sex: Its nice
163. Parents: Friends
164. Homosexuals: I like girls, myself. Dont see a problem with it.
165. God: I dont believe in him.

Section Nine: Do you believe in

166. God: No
167. Heaven: No
168. Devil: No
169. Hell: No
170: Boogy man: depends what you consider the boogey man
171. Closet Monsters: Maybe
172. Fortune tellings: In a sense, yes.
173. Magic: Of course
174. Love at first sight:  No
175. Ghosts: Sure do
176. Voo-doo dolls: I do
177. Reincarnation: Yes
178. Yourself: Sometimes

Section Ten: Do you

179. Smoke: Yes
180. Do drugs: No
181. Drink alcohol: Sometimes
182. Cuss: Yes
183. Sing in the shower: No, I sing late at night when everyone else is asleep :>
184. Like school: It gave me something to do
185. Want to get married: Some day yeah
186. Type with all of your fingers: I do
187. Think you're attractive: Yeah, kinda. I dont think Im ugly.
188. Drink and drive: Lol no
189. Snore: Yup
190. Sleep walk: No
191. Like watching sunrises and sunsets: I greatly enjoy it. Also, sitting under the moon with a loved one <3

Section Eleven: Have you ever

192. Flashed someone: Lol I have :P
193. Gotten so drunk til you threw up everywhere: Nope
194. Told that person how you felt: Yes, and I tell her all the time. <3
195. Been arrested: I have not
196. Gone to jail or juve: Lol no
197. Skateboarded: Yes
198. Skinny dipped: Once
199. Rock climbed: Yes
200. Killed someone: Of course not.
201. Watched porn: Yes
202. Gone on a road trip: Yes
203. Went out of the country: Only once
204. Talked back to an adult: very few times, I have
205. Broken a law: Maybe >w>
206. Got pulled over: No
208: Cried to get out of trouble: No
209. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: Yes
210. Kissed a brother's or sister's friend: No
211. Kissed a friend's brother or sister: Yes
212. Dropped something on the floor and let someone eat it anyways: Yes
213. Moon someone: Lolno
214. Shop-lifted: Once. I was broke and thirsty so I took a Gatorade. Sue me .-.
215. Worked at McDonald's: No
216. Eaten a dog: No
217. Give money to a homeless person: No
218. Glued your hand to yourself: Ive glued my fingers together?
219. Kissed someone of the same sex: Yes, alot
220. Had a one night stand: Yes and then it turned into a relationship. Dont you like how that works out?
221. Smoked: Yes
222. Done drugs: No, dont plan to

223. Lose a friend because of your ex: I dont think so. Not intentionally anyway
224. Slap someone for being stupid: Yes
225. Had cyber sex: Yes
226. Wish you were the opposite sex: No
227. Caught someone doing something: Lolyup
228. Played a game that removes clothing: Yes
229. Cried during a movie: Yes
230. Cried over someone: Yes
231. Wanted to hook up with a friend: Yes
232. Hooked up with someone you barely met: Uh.. Again, once, turned into a relationship.
233. Ran away from home: No
234. Cheated on a test: No


Section Twelve: Would you

235. Bungee jump: Yes
236. Sky dive: No
237. Swim with dolphins: Yes
238. Steal a friend's bf or gf: They werent my friends, but yes, 3 separate times. Ive technically been the other woman. Fun.
239. Try to be the opposite sex: No
240. Lie to the police: No
241. Run from the police: No
242. Lie to your parents: I dont do it often
243. Backstab a friend for your own well being: No
244. Be an exotic dancer: No
245. Blannnk

Section Thirteen: Are you

246. Shy: Yes
247. Loud: Only when excited ono;
248. Nice: Yeah, Id say so.
249: Outgoing: Sorta
250: Quiet: Mostly
251. Mean: Im blunt
252. Emotional: Yes
253. Sensitive: Im alot more sensitive then people think.
254. Gay: Pansexual
255. Strong: Yes
256. Weak Physically: Kinda
257. Caring: Very
258. Dangerous: Very
259. Crazy: A bit >w>
260. Spontaneous: I can be
261. Funny: Yeah Id say that I am
262. Sweet: Yes
263. Sharing: Yes
264. Responsible: Most of the time
265. Trustworthy: Yes
266. Open-minded: Very
267. Creative: I try, lately, not so much.
268. Cute: No shut up
269. Slick: Lolno
270. Smart: Yes
271. Dumb: More like oblivious
272. Evil: Yes
273. Ghetto: Nuh
274. Classy: Id say that I am
275. Photogenic: Lolno
276. Dependable: Mostly
277. Greedy: In the worst of ways.
278. Ugly: I can be.
279. Messy: Kinda
280. Neat: Lolno
281. Perverted: Yes, very
282. Silly: Yes
283. A Bitch: I can get snappy sometimes
284. A Good Listener: I try to be
285. A Fighter: To an extent
286. A Party Animal: No
287. A Game Freak: Yes
288. A Computer Freak: Yes

Section Fourteen: Future

289. Dream job: Head Chef on a cruise liner
290. Dream house: Victorian style mansion
291. Husband/Wife: Maybe one day
292. Kids: Again, maybe one day
293. Names: Slater for a boy Addelaide for a girl
294. Pets: Kittens and huskey puppies
295. Car: A Milan, nice cars.
296. Age you would want to get married: 25 or up
297. Best Man/Bride's Maid: Uh.. hard to say.
298. Honeymoon: Coasts of Ireland or the inlands of Romania<3 Mmm

Section Fifteen: Your friends

299. Best friend: More than one :c
300. Known the longest: Brittani
301. Craziest: Rk xD
302. Loudest: Deana owo
303. Shyest: Me probably
304. Best hair: Buh, Kit. Ugh, dat hair <3
305. Best eyes: Becca
306. Best body: Dunno o-o
307. Most Athletic: None of us lmfao
308. Hot-Tempered: Nikki lul
309. Most impatient: Dunno
310. Shortest: Kit or Becca(actually I think their tied)
311. Tallest: Damion
312. Skinniest: Rk
313. Best singer: Kit
314. Funniest: Not sure
315. Can always make you laugh: Kit
316. Wish you talked to more: Dunno
317. Wish you saw more: Dunno
318. Who drives you insane after a while: Most of my friends.
319. Who you can stay around forever and never get sick of: Kit.
320. Ever lose a friend because you took it to the 'next level': No
321. Whose always been there when you need them: Kit and Deana
322. Who is like your family: Deana, Brittani, and Rk
323. How many friends do you have?: Alot
324. How many are really close? 5 or 6

Section Sixteen: The last

325. Thing you ate: Jalepenos
326. Thing you drank: Milk
327. Thing you wore: Basketball shorts
328. Thing you did: Elder Scrolls Oblivion I think
329. Place you went: My friend Makayla's house
330. Thing you got pierced or tattooed: ear
331. Person you saw: My mom
332. Person you hugged: Mom
333. Person you kissed: Nikki
334. MORE BLANK
335. Person you talked to online: Ryan
336. Person you talked to on the phone: Nikki
337. Song you heard: Once Upon A December (Italian version)
338. Show you saw: Chopped
339. Time you fought with your parents: Month or two ago
340. Time you fought with a friend: I dont remember
341. Words you said: "Okay."

Section Seventeen: Now

343. What are you eating: Nothing
344. What are you drinking: Nothing
345. What are you thinking: Missing someone and praying my friend is okay
346. What are you wearing: T-shirt and shorts
347. What are you doing: Laying in bed
349. Hair: Long and flowing
350. Mood: Tired and kinda thirsty.
351. Listening to: Nothing
352. Talking to anyone: Not right now.
353. Watching anything: Nope

Section Eighteen: Yes or No

354. Are you a vegetarian: No
355. Are you a carnivore: Yes
356. Are you heterosexual: No
357. Do you like penguins: Yes
358. Do you write poetry: Used to, lost my motivation
359. Do you see stupid people: Yes, all the time
360. You + Me: This Meme
361. Do you like the Osbournes: No
362. Can you see flying pigs: In my dreams :3
363. Do you sleep with stuffed animals on your bed: Used to
364. Are you from Afghanistan: No
365. Is Christina Aguilera ugly: No
366. Are you a zombie: When I don't get enough sleep

367. Am i annoying you: No
368. Do you bite your nails: No
369. Can you cross your eyes: Yes
370. Do you make your bed in the morning: No
371. Have you touched someone's private part: Yes

Section Nineteen: This or That

372. Winter or Summer: Winter
373. Spring or Autumn: Autumn
374. Shakira or Britney: Shakira
375. MTV or VH1: If I HAD to choose, VH1
376. Black or White: Grey
377. Yellow or Pink: Red
378. Football or Basketball: Tennis
379. Mobile Phone or Pager: Mobile Phone
380. Pen or Pencil: Pencil
381. Cold or Hot: Just right
382. Tattoos or Piercings: Both
383. Inside or Outside: Inside
384. Weed or Alcohol: Alcohol
385. Coke or Pepsi: Coke
386. Tape or Glue: Tape
387. McDonald's or In-n-Out: Neither D:

Section Twenty: Opinions

388. What do you think about classical music: Beautiful
389. About boy bands: 90's was way better than what now exists.
390. About suicide: Dont have much to say on it
391. About people who try to force their opinions on you: "HAIL SATAN. No but really, go away."
392. About teen pregnancy: Silly way to get money
393. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: Hopefully out of school and running my own eatery
394. Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Honestly. I can only see 2 or 3 people being with me 5 years from now.
395. About gay men: What about them?

Section Twenty-One:

396. Do you have a website: No
397. Current weather right now: Clear sky
398. Current time: 12:20 AM
399. Any shout outs: Nope. PENIS. LOVE YOU GUYS AND WHATEVER.
400. Last thoughts: I did this out of boredom.
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